For the past few months I've been in hell. I kept getting sick off & on, and having to go to the doctor too dang much. Mostly for a throat infection that took forever to clear up. The worst was not being able to talk. When people pissed me off all I could do was give them the finger. No F words , telling people to go the hell , or where they can stick it. I missed my voice. It's true you will never know how much you miss something until it's gone.